Sweet Suicide

the light shines bright,
but shadows catch me
i know there is no turning back
the heat under my skin is dreadful
but i know, i love this pain
my thoughts are empty without sorrow

...and outside quietly falls the rain

i'm not afraid, 'cause death is sweet
so much sweeter than the life
my cutting wrists are hurting badly
but i know, i need this pain
i close my eyes, my lips smile gladly

...and outside quietly falls the rain

heartbeat stops
i lift my eyes up
and i look into the sky
i hoped i would come to heaven
but how? i cannot fly
my body begins to fall
there shouts a voice, friendly and small
my soul is full of happyness
there's no sorrow, there's no pain

...and outside quielty falls the rain